I try to feel numb when you’re around. I always fail.
One day, I was looking for a soulmate when I saw you. You looked at me and I looked at you. I heard the music. It was like you were the only one in that place. My heart beats fast. I was able to see my future with you. Then you smiled. I smiled back. You walked towards me but…you were fading…I tried to ran towards you but you were too far.
Then I looked back. I saw my body…laying on the ground. You were there. Trying to wake me up. I shouted at you. You never heard me. That’s when I realized that I’m dead. Why? I don’t even remember. Suddenly, a flashback of what happened played in front of me. We were fighting…you left me. A car was approaching…I ran to you and pushed you. I got hit by a car. You looked back and ran to my lifeless body.
No matter how hard it is to live each day without you, I will always find a way to feel happy just by remembering how much you loved me.
The person who taught you how to love can be the same person who’ll teach you how to hate.